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Saturday, March 30, 2002
 
Did i say work sucks? It's gonna totally ruin my saturday. Lets see here. I'll get off at like 10:30 pm. There's nothing else to do except get boba, or go home and go online, assuming someone awesome is online. HmMmM. Boba OR this one awesome chic? It's a rather tough decision! hMmMmMM!!! i've made my decision...

golf > Al-chi-hol > boba > richelle > rufio > madden 2002

get it?


 
daf;jdsf;ljeruieucnzxiejha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The beach is the best place to go, ever!!! Yah, i like that place so much. It's so great. I went like 24902384 times this spring break. Ok, actually, i only went twice. What sucks is that both times i didnt go swimming because both times i was a moron and didnt bring swimming stuff. Actually, i wasnt a moron, because it was freezing cold both times i went!!! GoSH!!! Damn this F'ing cold weather! I wanna go boogie-boarding! It's F'ing fun! Next time i go to the beach (which will prolly be next saturday) im gonna go night boogie boarding! I know it'll be F'ing cold, but then again, there will be an F'ing bonfire to F'ing warm me up! TomMorow, i work. Work is an F'ing biatch up da heezie! I'm gonna quit my F'ing job because the new F'ing boss is an F'ing retard! I'm done talking. Bye for now!

Tuesday, March 26, 2002
 
~Basketball Game~
Game 3: 6:30 pm.

We are good. We won 98-51. Supposedly, this team we played is one of the best teams in the league. I scored 10 points, and i had like 5 rebounds and 5 assists. Oh yah, earlier today, i sprained my ankle but i still played. However, my ankle just got worse throughout the game. This sucks. No more cwalking for terence.

UmM. i need fans. Ya'll should show up sometime.

 
-untitled song-

i know im not him
or that ill never live up to who he was to u
but atleast i was there when he wasnt
to hold u when he couldnt
to listen when he didnt
and to wipe ur tears away
to make u smile was the only thing i knew how to do
u dont know half the trouble i had to go through
did u appreciate it?
no
did u say thank u?
i dont think so
though i didnt mind at all
why did i do it?
cause u deserved it
u were the greatest thing to happen to me
and looking back
i wouldnt trade it for anything in the world
call me stupid
call me lame
call stubborn
or jus plain insane
im jus terence
wut can i do?
but the fact of the matter is
i still have a crush on u

~written by jerry.~
-i put this song on here because, well, in a way this song relates to me.-

Thursday, March 21, 2002
 
~Thursday~

Today is unofficially the first day of my spring break. I thought i was gonna just sit around all day, but i went to the beach! WuHoOoo. Yah. it was freezing though. I don't have much else to say except that UCLA lost, which sucks. Two more days til my bday. Download some Dashboard Confessional songs. He's great.

Tuesday, March 19, 2002
 
Oh, i forgot to say im dead tired. I cant' even walk. yikes!

 
~ Basketall Game ~

I just got back from my double-header basketball games in Corona. Gosh, we're good.

Game 1:

We started the game with only 4 players. Later on in the game, after about 10 minutes, 2 other teammates showed up. We blew this team out by the score of 66-50, although it wasn't even that close. I did bad in that game. I only scored 7 points. I missed alot of open shots. One main reason i didn't do that good is because i am in horrible condition.

Game 2:

I played about 80% of the game, and i scored only 8 points. Again, i played bad. I missed way too many open shots. We won big. It was 98-68. We could have gotten to 100 points, but i missed an wide open three pointer at the buzzer.

Well, our team is good. What's scary, is that we're just gonna get better and better. I know i'll be spending a great amount of time in the gym working on my outside shot, because its just not there right now, and that's like the best part of my game.

One last thing, i noticed how everybody at the game took somebody. I took nobody. I had no fans =( BooOoo! If you want to go to any of my games, then just tell me and i'll even pick you up and give you a ride, and i'll probably even friggen buy you dinner. Hehe. I really would like your support at these games. It gives me confidence. Well, spring break is next week, so none of you mo fo's have school, so like i said, if you wanna show up, just tell me. It'll be special. And if i think you're really special, i'll even write your name on my shoe! Haha! Well yeah, go to my games! They are every tuesday night!

Monday, March 18, 2002
 
I went to the UCR Science library today because i *attempted* to study. I studied very little. Stupid anthropology. EhHh. In fact, i went and got boba instead, because i was craving it for the whole day, and i brought some for Davina, because i know how she craves it all the time =) Davina's cool. go check out her website at "http://hometown.aol.com/duhveenah" and dont forget to sign her guestbook! Tommorow, i have a bball game for the Corona league. Actually, its a double-header, so that means that i have two games. I've been looking forward to playing, because last season, i didnt do as much as i could, so this season, im out to prove something!!! Yup.

Geez.

HmMm. download the song "Moon River," the Audrey Hepburn version from "Breakfast at Tiffany's". It's such a relaxing song =)

 
-- weekend --

: Friday :
I did nothing.

: Saturday :
I went golfing with Jerry and Andrew. Geez, im still better than you Jerry. After that, we went to guitar center. That's a great place to go if you're bored. Then we went to Jerry's house and played more guitar. We're gonna start a band (sike). After that, i went to T.G.I Fridays with some homies, then i got home and found out my mom brought me boba!

: Sunday :
I hung out with Andrew the whole day. He's cool. I saw "40 days and 40 nights." Gosh thats a hilarious movie, and it is filled with boobs everywhere. I was like "whoa." I'm craving boba big time.

March 23rd is coming!!!

Wednesday, March 13, 2002
 
My schedule next qtr has *potential* to be good. I'm taking English 1B on Tues and Thurs from 8:10-9:30 am. When i signed up early this morning, there were only 11 people in the class, out of a maximum of 23, but later on in the day, it got full. I was kinda bummed because usually hot chicks dont take early morning english classes. But then i thought about it, and it came to my realization that, since today was the last day to register, and since Humanities undeclared hot chicks dont get top priority to register, they probably took up the remaining spots in my english class. Yay!!! I also signed up for Philosophy. Alot of hot chicks will be in there. I like meeting new chicks, it's just too bad they dont like meeting me =( ....It's on Tues and Thurs from 9:40-11:00 am. I chose Philosophy over History because, well, history got full, but i still wanna add that class since somebody awesome is in there. My friend Kenny is in Philosophy with me. Screw him.
Chi > Kenny.
Sorry kenny, but its true.
So, i was kinda screwed 'cause i had only 2 classes. All the other classes were full. After looking for ANY class to take, i found Sports Journalism. I was like "yay!". Too bad for me though, because it's supposedly an upper-division creative writing class. Who cares? I signed up for it anyways. I probably wont end up staying in there, but oh well. So well, my schedule, so far, doesnt look too bad. I still want to add another class though, either Music 001 or Biological Anthropology.

PS: download "one slow dance" by Rufio, thats if you dont already have it.


Tuesday, March 12, 2002
 
Rufio is gay. Seriously they are. heh.

Thrice is just an amazing band.

***Download "Elisa" by Slick Shoes.

 
Ok here's some cool info!!! My birthday is March 23rd, as most of you prolly know because i talk about it everyday. I'm gonna invite some friends over my house for a lil kickback i suppose. Yes, if you're reading this, then you're probably invited. So like yah, GO! There's probably gonna be a garage band playing too! Or maybe two!!! HmMmm..Oh yeah. It'd be way awesome if this certain punk rock princess went. She knows who she is. I'll post more info on this blogspot later on. If you have any questions, just IM me at Ko8e 8ryant or email me at Ko8e8ryant@aol.com. Or if you're really desperate, just call my cell at 240-2282.

Sunday, March 10, 2002
 
WEEKEND-

Wow, my weekend was pretty cool. I didn't really do much though. I just hung out with some friends,but spent most of my time with Richelle. HmMmmM...whats on my mind tonight??? Nothing much. I just cant wait til my birthday on March 23rd. I'm still not sure what im gonna do that day though. I'm not sure if i should throw a lil kickback or what not. UmmMm. I want to be in a band. I know i still suck, but oh well. I'll be getting a new computer soon, so i'll be like major kickass computer guy soon. Ok, i dont know what that meant. I'm just talking gibberish now....

I've been wanting to discuss something on this for quite some time. It's "jealousy". Getting people jealous is fun, even though i suck very much at it, not that i try to get people jealous or anything, because if i tried, then that'd be lame. HmMm. I know some people that get jealous over the littlest things in the world. I'm not like that. I remember on Friday, my friend Kaanon brought his guitar to school. I was messing around with it, and i saw this one dude say something about me. I don't know if i should call that jealousy or lameness or hatred. I dunno. I dont even know the guy, and he doesn't even know me, so i dont know what his problem is. Ehhh, he's cool though i guess.Oh Well....I hardly ever get jealous over anything. It's pretty difficult to get me jealous, because i know when people try to, and i just ignore them. It's hard to say that i never get jealous, because i do, but not for stupid reasons. I dont know. I've got a bad case of boredom, ey?

 
I havent posted here in a few days. Reason: because i have nothing to talk about.

Thursday, March 07, 2002
 
hMmMm...today was an awkward thursday. Usually on thursdays, i see absolutely nobody at school. But! today i saw a grip of people. Yay. I saw Nat, the chic that likes RUFiO just as much as i do. She's a real cool chic. HmMM who else. Oh yah. I saw Monserrat in the library. I usually only see her on MWF. HmMmm. Oh and best of all...Remember how i said a few days ago, there was this scorching HoT chic in my math class? Well guess what!? She's in my anthroplogy class too!!! After boring anthropology ended, she waited for me outside. I was like "OMG!!!" She wanted to use me, because she asked me to turn in her math homework for her. I was like "sure baby" except she didnt hear the "baby" part because i dont think i said it out loud, or at least i hope i didnt. She wants me sooooo bad!!! haha j/k. Anyways, yah she's cool, but nothing compared to this other girl. I cant even describe this other girl. She's like so perfect in every way. I'd tell her but im too scared 'cause im a jackass. But yah, im doing some madd burning of CD's right now at jerry's. He's in the other room, sleeping or something.

Tuesday, March 05, 2002
 
Ok enough with these songs. I'm just gonna write a simple post here. I went to see one of my favorite bands called Larger Than Life on sunday. Those guys are F'ing amazing, especially the vocalist. Larger Than Life Vocalist > NFG vocalist. But anyways, they rock. I played bball all day yesterday, and i feel all sore and tired and sick. Thanks alot Chi for not letting me get rest!! haha j/p! but yah, Loren totally kicks ass. She's great. I'm at scool right now, and im bored as hell. HmMmm. Download "Angel" by Slick Shoes. It's a good song. I didn't quite have much to say on this today, so i'll stop here since im prolly annoying the hell out of you.

Monday, March 04, 2002
 
Ok this is the new song of the moment.

"song for a mix tape" by The*Ataris

today I made you a mix tape
and I decorated it with lots of stars.
it had all my favorite songs.
there was jawbreaker and armchair martain
built to spill and the descendents.
hell I even put one of ours on it.

falling for you was the easy thing to do.
if only somehow I could make you hang around.

today I made you a mix tape
to say exactly how I feel inside
and make you feel it to.
these are the songs that make me smile
and cry myself to sleep at night
when I’m lying without you.

I love you more than I ever loved anyone before.
hey silly girl I’m begging you.

all of these songs they remind me of you
I hope that you like this song.

did you ever listen to the words and melody
do you fell the pain inside
they way that it hurts me?
when your in your room at night
I hope you’ll be singing along.
and make me a tape of your favorite songs.

*thanks for being you*


 
Song of the moment:

"Note to self: City Park, 2pm" by Larger Than Life

i've got it written on my hand
city park at 2:00
a lonely bench awaits
where in the world are you?
clouds are coming in
gray skies that were blue
cover this small town
now that it's left without you
and i await
a time when we feel safe
and we're not on our way down
farther now because i'm getting fed up
disheartened let'd go on (i'm going to find a way)

this is how we get through must have called you a 1,000 times
only to ring through
you said you would be around
words can be so untrue
you told me not to worry
there is no reason to worry
who's worried?
i'm worried



Sunday, March 03, 2002
 
So far this weekend has been rather cool. On friday, i pretty much did nothing, but it was still a cool day. I played guitar all day, and yes, i still do really suck. Saturday, i went to the Golf Expo at the Pomona Fairplex with Jerry. It was very cool. Me and Jerry were like kids in a candy store there. Oh yeah, im still better than Jerry in golf even though he has dedicated his life to it!!! haha!!! I'm gonna go buy some 500 dollar golf clubs soon. Heh. I want a Scotty Cameron Putter. Those are great. HmMmm. I finally went to the movies today. The last movie i saw was Rush Hour 2. I saw "Hart's War." It's a drama war movie. I liked it alot. heh an old man fell asleep during it though, because it was kinda boring at times. HMMm. Sunday, i got a basketball game. After the game, im probably gonna go see Larger Than Life at Chain Reaction, but im not sure yet.

 
So far this weekend has been rather cool. On friday, i pretty much did nothing, but it was still a cool day. I played guitar all day, and yes, i still do really suck. Saturday, i went to the Golf Expo at the Pomona Fairplex with Jerry. It was very cool. Me and Jerry were like kids in a candy store there. Oh yeah, im still better than Jerry in golf even though he has dedicated his life to it!!! haha!!! I'm gonna go buy some 500 dollar golf clubs soon. Heh. I want a Scotty Cameron Putter. Those are great. HmMmm. I finally went to the movies today. The last movie i saw was Rush Hour 2. I saw "Hart's War." It's a drama war movie. I liked it alot. heh an old man fell asleep during it though, because it was kinda boring at times. HMMm. Sunday, i got a basketball game. After the game, im probably gonna go see Larger Than Life at Chain Reaction, but im not sure yet.