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Tuesday, April 29, 2003

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Thursday, April 24, 2003
I Need You Now
by Becky Tucker

My friend, I need you now-
Please take me by the hand.
Stand by me in my hour of need,
Take time to understand.

Take my hand, dear friend,
And lead me from this place.
Chase away my doubts and fears,
Wipe the tears from off my face.

Friend, I cannot stand alone.
I need your hand to hold,
The warmth of your gentle touch
In my world that's grown so cold.

Please be a friend to me
And hold me day by day.
Because with your loving hand in mine,
I know we'll find the way.

Wednesday, April 23, 2003
1 month ago today...

one day you will ask me...

whats more important: your life or mine?

and i will say, my life

then you will walk away, never knowing...

that YOU are my life


Sunday, April 20, 2003

So on April 19th, 2003...it is official. It is over.

Something never meant so much to me, and for it to end this way is just the saddest possible way i could think of.

All i ever wanted was for this to workout, and it didnt, even after all the effort i put into it.

I'm sad that its over, but then again, im happy that it happened because in a way, it has changed the way i look at life.

Friday, April 18, 2003
have you ever had the feeling where you are just hopeless?

well if you have, then you feel exactly how i feel right now.

pink lemonade

Sunday, April 06, 2003
I am: heterosexual !!
I think: therefore i am (descartes)
I know: how to get any girl i want...under the age of 13
I want: Joshua Court to get back 2gether
I have: the coolest friends in the world
I hate: racist people
I don't: want to ever feel like shit again
I can't: figure out why christine ever started liking me
I can: make her the happiest person in the world
I will: get my degree at UCR
I won't: drop out
I miss: some of my old friends...
I fear: Active going out of business
I feel: satisfied with whats goin on in my life
I also feel: tired
I hear: "Aces High" by Iron Maiden
I smell: beef
I crave: GIRLS
I wonder: if sh.e still cares
I regret: absolutely nothing
I love: rufio
I dream: with her by my side
I ache: no more...my open wounds are no longer bleeding
I long: for the day i fall in love
I care: about anything and everything that has EVER meant something to me
I always: go online so i can meet girls by saying "Age/sex/location?"
I am not: homosexual! i fricken swear!!!
I believe: in myself
I dance: in the car, on the phone, in the bathroom...haha yea
I sing: for Joshua Court. (I am the lead singer, in case you didnt know that.)
I smile: when im at Mcdonalds.
I laugh: at christine. she's phunny.
I collect: ticket stubs from all the shows i've been to
I play: with little boys.
I write: all the songs for Joshua Court. If Jerry wrote any songs, it sound like "I like a girl. She is very nice. I talked to her twice. She thinks i have Lice."
I await: for the upcoming SUMMER.
I trust: myself, and only myself.
I intend: to one day be 7 feet tall.
I search: for a new bassist for Joshua Court. The old one is so un-sexy!
I look: like GI Jane.
I shout: heh heh heh
I whisper: when i dont want anybody to hear me!
I conquer: the world
I listen: to Iron Maiden. you should too.
I ignore: my cell phone whenever it rings...all 3 times in my life that it has.
I live: on the internet!